so...

turns out that while i was at work on friday, dr. chong called my parents and said he had my results. he also said that i should call him back immediately to discuss. he couldn't tell my parents due to legal whatever. my parents didn't tell me until after i was done my shift and dr. chong's office had closed. he wasn't open on the weekend, and i called today to find out what was wrong with me. turns out i don't find out 'til thursday 'cos i had to make an appointment to discuss.

'call back immediately'.

this doesn't sit well with me. and lord knows i don't need this stress right now what with finals, money troubles, work, band playing shows and all other obligations.

and on top of me having a dream where two of my best friends killed each other to get to heaven. i really want to write more about that and get it out of me, but it sounds way too fucked up so i don't think i will. please, someone ask me about this in real life.

also, pray my heart's okay.

thanks,
urbanski